What man u wan to b?

What type of man i want to be? It is a question that i have been asking myself since i was a child. There are a lot of answers that appear in my mind thoughout my growing up. I want to be like Wesley in the scientific fictions - brave and dare to do anything as long as it is right. I want to be like Zhao Yu in the story of Romance of Three kingtom -brave heart and invulnerable. I want to be like Yang Gua - dare to do anything for love. Besides all of these, i want to be a rich man - well, not too rich, i just want to have early retirement.

Still until now, i think i change into someone that i hardly know. I am now poor, too careful in my choice, and lastly, i lost contact with most of my friends. I feel like i am now too busy chasing money, I lost my direction. Last night, i chat with a friend of mine. I told him my plan. I told him that my plan will work. However in my heart, i am scare like hell. How can i be so sure that the plan work? What if the plan do not work out like what i expected and the relationship with my friend then break? What if i am no longer the wei kheong that i know? I lost confident in myself.

I know that i should be trying some job before i open my own business, furthermore i have no modal now. I will be working on it. I know it is no easy way to become a rich man, but i hope i will not become the man that i hate.

Insurans...

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Money! Money! Money!

I attended a talk. A talk from insurans company, he actually said :" Money is not everything but 95% of the things is about money." I am totally agree with him. Without money, we can do nothing. Another saying that i heard is that :"If money can handle/solve the problem, then it is not a problem." Yes, money can solve many problems. Everyone know that.

The point i stress here is that, everything that i talk about at the beginning will only works if the money is yours, not your father's or any of your friends'. You have to remember that if the money is not yours, you have to open mouth to get it. Even your father is a millionaire, he will get you some faces to see. Although that my mother told me a hundred of time when i was small, but somehow in someway, i don't fully believe it. In my heart, i thought that if my father is that rich, he would not care that i take a little from him. I was wrong. Even that you are using the money for some things benificial, still the money is not yours. You will never know what the rich man will let you see what face.

Of course i am not the one the having this problem, but somehow i feel bad for my friend, if his father will/want to pay him the money, why didn't he give it with a better face. Moreover, my friend only need it for his education. So my friend, be as rich as his father, so that you would not be the son.