New Year and Effects...

My new year break came to an end when i went back to K.L. There were some thing that i had done in these short period. I went back to my hometown-- Kampar at last Saturday. There was a huge jam from K.L to the highway. Inside the highway, there was another jam. The distance was about less than 10km and i spend 3.5 -4 hours in it. I was quite anxious as there were 40 chicken wings at the back of my car for the BBQ later. I thought they would spoil. Luckily i did not hear anyone having food poisoning sypmtoms from MDBC.

We were quite happy that night with almost all the doggies present except the poor Mr. Diu. The BBQ start about 10pm and end at 3.30am. Everyone received a present that Mr. Yap brought back from Bali. I believe that someone kept the present for Mr. Diu. From the gathering that we were having, i believe that i would be the one that change the most physically. It was a huge change. (50kg -58kg)

Anyway, 2 days in Kampar and i met with all the friends that i missed the most. We should all gather once a year. So, i am planning to have another gathering for you guys. We also took some pictures, once i get it from Woem Jiann, i definitely will post it out.

By the way, i put another 2kg in this event. I am now 60kg.

Computer virus VS Computer is virus!!

Recently, i have a lot of assignments due. I spend hours in front of my computer, looking for the informations/ articles that i need. Just like this Wednesday(7-2-2007), i have 1 assignment due- report of the testing that i had done on Monday(5-2-2007), and 2 assignments due in the coming week- 3000 words term paper on bullying and a research report on dental anxiety. I still update my post quite frequently recently.

There is an explanation for it. I can not pay full attention on my assignments in front of the computer. The moment i switch on the computer, the moment i open the file that i need, i will be opening up the online game as well as the Internet explorer and start reading the posts on the blogs that are in my list. My working speed is so slow that in 1 hour i can only write about 200 words in the assigment. My girl friend always wondering why am i take such long time to finish an assigment. I was silent as there is an answer that i can not tell her.

I was so used to playing game using the computer. My mind only conditions computer with playing game not with working. I still remember the first semester, i was required to do a presentation on something in the Communication Skill Class. I chose the thing that i was most familiar with- computer. I was using the title "computer viruses VS computer is virus". The presentation i emphasis on the human dependant of the computer, how human life being affected by the "computer virus", how human can not live without the computers. However i leaved something that is important- computer can be condition with games!!!! The example was me, spend 12 hours in front of the computer and using 8 hours on game and 3 hours on read post. The only hour that leave for assigment will definitely not enough.

So the next time when you notice i update my blog frequently, please dun disturb me.....

I was in a rush of assigments!!!!!!!

Chinese New Year!!

Another Chinese New Year is just around the corner, i am still wondering what had i achieved so far besides of getting increase of my age. Anyway, i think i may have improve a little bit in my language..... i may have became more mature...... i have started saving as i started getting extra money during end of the months.... most important thing was that i killed the first cockroache last Saturday night by myself.....just kidding.

Lets talk about my wishes for this years. I hope that i can save up the 1st 10k of my own. I wish that my results will get better and better. I hope that i will get my own car. I hope that i will be getting more and more free time. Lastly but not the least, i wish that MDBC's friendship will last forever. I'm so sorry as i can't join you in all the activities.

Happy Chinese New Year for all of my friends and hope that your wishes will be granted in the year 2007.

Vigilance!

After reading monkey's post, i suddenly recalled the test that i had done. It is a personality test call as the 16 PF. It was a paper pencil test where u have to answer 200++ questions. After that, u will know the 16 common characteristics of yours. Welli score averagely in most of the characteristics except for the vigilance and perfectionism. I scored a very high score in the vigilance factor and very low score in the perfectionism. Scoring high in the vigilance factor inticate that i am very suspicious toward other people that approaching me. I am always thinking that someone approaching me because they have some purposes. While scoring low in the perfectionism inticates that i am not very organize. I will easily get comfortable in any situation.

The test is quite accurate. I am very caution about others. I'm alway have the thinking that someone doing something because they have something they need in their mind. I'm also alway keeping things in my mind, not believing in anyone. I alway think that letting others know who i am will make myself become weak and then being taken advantages by the others. Don't ask me why but i just don't know what happen in my growing process that develop such characteristic in myself. I was so suspicious that i keep this characteristic as a secret. Until now, i believe that no one else know about me, about the thinking that i was having.

Just like monkey, i hate people backstabbing each others. I saw many cases that happen around me, i just kept quiet and keeping things in myself. I keep their names in my mind and i always caution when i was around them, try to avoid any unpleasant thing that may happen. I become more and more quiet as i do not want to have any attention or become the attention spot of the spot lights.I do not want to become one of their victims. However accidents did happen. Not matter how hard u tried to avoid, backstabbing is unavoidable. I was badly hurt.

Friends, simple step to avoid backstabbing, do not let others know about you weaknesses. They never dare to do anything if they know nothing about you.