星期六, 五月 19, 2007

Lost...

it was almost a week, every thing happens so sudden and i'm always think that i was in a dream. I try to wake up, but i can't, it was not a dream. It is real, real real real. Last Sunday was mother's day, we went to Jusco to eat Sushi, we laughed, we ate, we were happy and enjoyed. It was the first time i brought my family to have lunch at Ipoh. The next day, i lost him. It was a big lost, i still can't accept it in some ways, it takes time. Dad, why you leaved us! I can't took over your reponsiblilities, it was too heavy and i was too young. I was not ready in any way. I was not indepentant enough. You dropped the whole family on my shoulder, my shoulder was not wide enough.

They said at least you get to eat with your sons before you leaved but do you know how suffer i am now. I always think i can spend my time with you when i retire. I always think i can take you and mum to go oversea. I always want to buy a new car for you and i will drive the old Proton. Why you can wait for a year or two. I am saving money for the car now, it will take only another year. Mum was so sad, it was really hard for me, brother and sister to pretend nothing had happen in front of her. We cry whenever mother is no around.

I miss you, dad. We miss you.

4 条评论:

时间 5/19/2007 11:02:00 上午 , Blogger ckyue 说...

erm...lock sum yei,, wong mun suan, thean kean sun, loo choong meng, tan pooi san, ah butt, chao jia hao, wong yek hoi, chan ying hol, dato, ng kar meng, tang kar ming etc ask abt u...they ask me send their condolence to ur dad...apreciate wat u have now...especially ur mum...

 
时间 5/19/2007 07:12:00 下午 , Blogger 小强 说...

thz

 
时间 5/19/2007 09:17:00 下午 , Anonymous 匿名 说...

tfeel sad with this. but be tough. all the best.

 
时间 5/22/2007 12:02:00 上午 , Blogger wjiann 说...

show more love and caring to ur mom, be tough to carry this whole family, at least behind mdbc supporting!!

 

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