First Failure after 21 years old!

A lot of us consider ourselves adults after 21 years old, some consider themselves adults when they can take their own responsibility for the desicions they make while i consider myself an adult after 21 years old as i need to responsible every desicions that i make. Like a lot of the ordinary human being, i have plans for my later live. I also prepare myself mentally for anything that may get wrong during my journey such as failures, delay of the plans, surprises and so on.

However i never consider myself will encounter failure right just after 22 days after my 21 years old birthday. I failed in my final exam. What make it worse was i failed 2 subject outs of 5. I nearly break down. Telling you all the truth, i cried for almost an hour. And i think i would continue crying if i had not tuition class later. I felt awkful. I thought i would get a better result that last two semesters because i could answer most of the questions. I never consider failling the exam as one of the surprises in my plans.

What to do? I have to resit that 2 subjects. I have to pay RM800 and the highest grade i can get for than is C . My CGPA surely will drop. Fucking Surprises!!!!!!!!!!!!